need to relearn some things...

even someone you've known forever can surprise you.
life is so much better when it's not all about yourself.
i'm limited.
that's ok.
what we fear the most has already happened to us.
He is so much stronger than our fear.
you can surprise yourself.
i'm still not sure if i like surprises.
change...
music...
better to love no matter what.
sometimes you can hurt people by protecting them.
sometimes you hurt people without noticing.
my father...
my kids...
does everything have a cause?
what we want can be so far from what we need.

regardless of it all, You have stuck by me, and You will forever.
"i was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me.  The Lord is my strength and my song; He has become my salvation."
[Psalm 118:13-14]

in the end, it's all about whether or not you had love...
guess i'm pretty blessed.

dang.  baby's can be stinky.  big ball of giggling fat that poops.  but i got nothing but love for them.

so how is everyone?  i am cool.  i feel like i'm in limbo, mostly because i know in a bout two weeks, there are gonna be big things happening but like nothing is going on much right now.  i can get jittery sometimes when i'm waiting for stuff to happen.  can anyone relate? 

anyhoo.  life is good.  God is good.  holla at ya boy.

sometimes i look above me
and the stars are shining,
and i feel so small.

how could the God of heaven
and all creation
know i'm here at all?

but then in the silence He whispers,
"my child i created you too,
and you're my most precious creation.
i even gave my Son for you"...